Saturday, July 5, 2008

what the HELL is their problem?

SCHOOL SUCKS LIKE HELL.As if it isn't bad enough that we changed maths teachers-from MS SITI to MR CHEN-he gave us lines if we didn't do our homework and whatever so-called nonsense.Can you imagine I got 500 goddamn,sickening lines just for not handing in my work? And it's my second time!!He thinks i have all the time in the world to complete all this nonsensical punishments but I don't okay,I really don't.And then there's band.I've been skipping band for nearly two months now and Ms Leo was actually berated me for "truancy".She said she will cancel off my CCA points and take my name off the list.Yeah,whatever Ms Leo,do I look like I care? I've been skipping band since Secondary One,for crying out loud! I made a mistake joining band. Sabrina wanted to join band for some stupid reason,and I joined when Nadirah wanted to join all because of,well...a PARTICULAR reason.I was kinda closer to Nadirah rather than Sabrina anyway.I wanna quit band and join library.It's WAY better.I can gossip with Ms Devi about anything related to North-Indian stuff and whirl around in my world of fantasy,which is better than the real world.WHO NEEDS CCA POINTS FOR!!!! If Nazim can get twelve points for HIS "O" levels without being in an uniform group, I can also accomplish that if I let go of my laziness! And it's not bad enough that my Art sucks and I haven't finished my sculpture and we're supposed to start PAINTING it.Gee Ms Gwee,you're so organized.And then there my dad goes EVERY,SINGLE,SOLITARY DAY asking me to STUDY,STUDY,STUDY..BLIMEY!!! And to top it all off, he says he can't feel the same for me...SO THEN WHY WAS HE IMPLYING THE OPPOSITE FACT??? AND WHY DID HE GIVE ME FAKE LIES,LIES THAT I USED TO LIVE BY? WHY ME? I'M SO HATING EVERYTHING IN LIFE NOW. I wanna curl up in a ball on my bed and hide myself under the covers till I'm FORCED TO GO TO SCHOOL ON TUESDAY..I really feel like breaking down,it would be my first ever time breaking down..WHAT THE HELL IS THEIR PROBLEM?

fherz!!!!! *pissed off*