soniyo!

hey there.
it's June holidays now.
I kinda miss blogging ; my internet's off ! uff.
anyways,like i said,I barely scraped through Mid-Year,but it kinda irks me 'cause i did study.
My English teacher said I'm complacent.
hello? you're just a teacher,not my mum.i dun't think YOU know me best.honestly,she's gonna get into my way when I wanna forge a path for my career as a writer.uggh!I flunked pretty well,failing by minor percentages,like 2 or 3 percent.my schedule is pretty boring.
gahhh.
studying.exercising to lose some flab.reading and writing for fun.listening to new bollywood releases.and picking up some songs for band pratice.hahs.pretty alright i guess.and i have to go for an NE camp this 22nd June to 27th June.With the one and only Sree Sharadha Devi.yuppee!didn't hear much from aries and mini,though i just talked to mini yesterday.
i need new clothes!my warldrobe's so small that it's driving me CRAZY!i need to top up my prepaid!aahh!double money!and can i have the bag i saw at Blackoutz?And new Shades?Quadriple money!oh man!
peace,peace.

anyways.i'm contented with who i am now.
no strings attached.i can do what i want and live up to unexpected expectations.
JAI HO!
hahas.

haan tu hain vahi

tu meri humnashin

tu hi hain meri zindagi

ka woh ; sapna

mila jo hain yahan

samaa ; milega ab kahan

can you feel it

there's my heartbeat

stars are shining

and they're brimming

boy i feel like ;

that there's nobody like you

EDWARD CULLEN (:

hey!!

hey!
awful long time since we met!
anyways.Mid-Years are over!I failed by 1.5 percent.hahs.
time to BUCKLE UP to work!
June holidays are boriiing.uggh.
i miss my peeps.
keith you idiot when're you meeting me??
and soni!
typical twirps.

oh my gosh.

i'm in love with a fictional character.

EDWARD CULLEN!

hey there!

hey there! i'll be blogging soon yeah!ouh,happy belated birthday sabrina! love you loads! i'm gonna update soon..so see you!

lots of love,
fherzana[:

gagaga

heys! i just updated my blogskin,since it's only my second time trying,it's not looking that shabby either,haha.

:)

six days till keith the chatterbox come back home! (:

anyways i got to know his girlfriend,smitha.she's a really nice girl,a khubsurat punjabi girl with an infectious personality.we usually chat online but yesterday she called me up,to talk about keith.we sorted everything out between us and i think i've really become close to her despite the short time we got to know each other.she's someone you can really confide in,and someone who knows and understand you thoroughly.i was a little nervous when talking to her for the first time as i wasn't that sure on what to talk about but i eventually warmed up to her,and we spoke for about three and a half hours!shocking nah? haha.anyways we exceeded the limit talking to each other as we've been talking since ten in the morning till now,and it's nearly five hours since we talked.smitha's a close friend of ashraf,like,wow! it's like,he confides in her and vice-versa,they share this particular bond of friendship between them and all...wow yaar...so good nah? yup.somehow it's like,i just got a lot closer to her..and i tell her stuff that i dun't even confide in to anyone else.it's like,i'm just wondering,why did keith do this? i mean,it's okay with me,i'm just a mutual friend,there's nothing to worry about.but,the thing is,smitha loves him a lot and although i know he's sincere to her,i think he has to change a little.he should learn to be a little more serious in life,life isn't as carefree as it seems.like i always say,i want the best for both keith and smitha.no matter whatever happens,i am indeed sure i wouldn't want to lose my friendship with them.It's this priceless treasure that i seemed to have found consciously and i will clutch it close to my heart and never ever let it falter.i would wanna meet them,snap pictures with smitha and scrunch up keith's hair.like,scrunch...scrunch...and scrunch..haha!i can't wait to meet them :) hmm....nazim's like so late today,he's so dead,i'm telling you..seriously.that hibernating bear.

ouh,i had my history test today and it was kinda depressing,haha.but i could answer the questions and it was alright. now am talking to smitha...will update you again later....chaOs!

never cause her heart to break

never commit the same mistake

never hurt her heart

trust me,it is not that hard

fherzana :)

hellos!

oh my god,ASHRAF IS SO HOT YAAR!!! he's my idol,like so hot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love him to the maximum..as a fan......i just edited his picture..it's so hot!!!

hello!

hey there!look at this equation:

saturdays=fherzana's off days.

thus,i'm blogging today.i woke up at exactly 9.32 a.m..Cos i had tuition at 10.30 a.m.Or so i thought.Nazim came at 1 p.m. today.haha,it's okay,he's a busy guy,haha.that's how your schedule gets if you're hot,haha.for most it may be an opinion,but for nazim it's a fact!yeah,so he was telling me that he plans to apply for another diploma that seems kinda interesting,then he's going to NS and all.Nice of him to regale me,it's as if he has nothing else to do during tuition.But i also tease him loads.So that makes us quits.For now.He thanked my mum for giving the cake to him and family.Too bad he spelled my mum's name wrongly.

Note to nazim: it's shariffa and not sharifah (gaga!)
Note to me:complete Revision Exercise 1 & 2 by Monday!

Anyways,my mum brought me and my sis to hougang point.mummy bought for balqis stickers and she bought for me this dress at This Fashion.It's so gorgeous!t's sort of a spaghetti strap dress,up to my knees,complete with a ribbon.It's black and white in colour.It's so cute!I also bought a pair of dangling earrings to accesorize the outfit,it's gonna be so bindaas man!haha.Then it was just a lazing around kind of day.Lolling around on the sofa watching a movie marathon.Also,family was getting ready for Eid (: .i was just lost in my own thoughts.Thinking of M.I.A.Are we okay with each other?Was it just an act before the old heave-ho?Was it cos of known feelings following in your wake?Or you just thought of being on the rebound?Yes,you spoke to my friend,but i didn't hear the conversation.I just feel in the wrong place at the wrong time when i see the website and just wonder if you're lying to me or just toying around with feelings.I guess i'll just have to wait and see.But i do know that i need to talk to you.This time,don't lie.Just tell the truth,truth may hurt,but you'll still have to tell me.Okay with you Keith?Please okay.I'm waiting for you to come back...

waiting for you

wanting to talk to you

everytime i spin the hourglass

waiting for these restless days to pass

guess i'll still have to wait

but please,dun't be late.

love,

fherzana