hey there people! sorry for not updating earlier yeah,been kinda busy with stuff.Today's post will be a combination of yesterday and today alrights! I had a Science Theory Test yesterday,a History Common Test and A Science Practical Test today.The theory test was alright 'cos i could answer majority of the questions.I even attempted to answer the chemical question on how to draw the atomic structure of carbon dioxide.It's actually easy but considering how much I suck at Chemistry,that was quite an achievement.Like,yay!History test was alright too,I could answer the questions with ease,and it gave me a good feeling.But Science Practical Test..I did everything correctly but I didn't prove that I did the experiment.That mean I could have passed but judging by the sigh Miss Er gave me,it seems like she has no choice but to fail me.Aargh.I'm so frustrated.English was as usual,scolding for the first ten minutes,take out a foolscape paper,copy down the question and do it.What else would you expect?Tsk tsk.Maths was FUN!! Yesterday we got back our homework books and I got full marks.I was kinda psyched,my homework was kind of improvingday by day..what surprised me was that i got good vibes from Mr Chen.He wrote,"I'm impressed!!Keep it up!!Special sticker for you!!".The sticker was indeed special as it was a kind of a big Kungfu Panda sticker.I got two candies from Mr Chen.You can see the picture up there right?Again,like,yay!I was sooo happy.Practically over the moon!Yesterday,on the way back,I suddenly got frustrated for no apparent reason and left Shamini and Ariessa in cold dust while walking to the bus-stop.Both were dumbfounded by the sudden change of behaviour but were kind enough to leave me alone.My frustration mounted even higher when I called my mum and she replied in a very irritated voice.Gee,imagine that.Today Maths was also FUN!We had to be in groups of four and the groups had to compete with the other groups to obtain points to get a large reward!We had to solve sums on mean,median,mode and probability.I was pretty good at that,and so was Ariessa.We solved it within the time limit of six minutes and obtained pretty good points.Hope we win!Hong Wee,who's also in our group,didn't do much except to write "Fherzana Rox" on my foolscape.Typical of him.Today I had bladder problems and my stomach was growling incessantly at the bus-stop.I went home,studied and slept,cos i stayed up the whole night two days ago doing Miss Dee's sixteen pages of D&T.Nobody woke me up,and my alarm clock was malfunctioning,so I woke up at 6.58 p.m.I broke my record,haha.Then I remember that I was fasting and made my way sleepily to the kitchen to get my towel and bathe.I saw Abah doing cookies for Hari Raya and I just greeted him.Smiling,I told him that Bibik was nearly crying when she couldn't find Jaanu(my cat),only to find Jaanu wedged between Abah's keyboards under his bed at the master bedroom.I expected him to laugh or tease Bibik.But he berated me for not closing his room door.I was appalled.What?How could he assume that it was me?I was barely out of my room after I reached home.Anyways,I wasn't the only one at home.The overwhelming frustration I felt started enveloping me and I snarled"How could you be so sure that it's me?I'm not the only one at home.Whatever i say nowadays are always sarcastic or rude.What else is new?".He started saying,"You can talk like that to anyone,but not me.".I sneered at him,broke my fast with a gulp of Blueberry drink,and proceeded to the toilet.That was when the floodgates opened and I sobbed to my heart's content.Exams.etiqutte,datelines,what more can I deal with?I went to Hougang Point and got some stuff done.I callled my mum up and just burst out my words,sobbing again.Lately everyone's been saying i'm rude.My dad,grandmum and aunty.My dad does it almost everything,so nothing is weird.My grandmum cares for me,I'll just assume that for now.But my aunty has no rights to say that.If she has the guts,say it to my face.In fact,I think it's better if she takes care of her son who's getting out of hand rather than ratting on me.Well,my mum's back and I guess I'll stop here.I'll be back soon,I promise!

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